Amidst all the dark thoughts and nasty actions, I bet I’m able to find that one tiny grain of beauty that once ruled everything. I can’t see it yet, I can’t reach it, but still I am sure that it is there, deep down, covered with hope and faith.
You see, it’s not easy to stay the course and to remain bold when all you have ahead is pitch black sight. It’s like you’re moving towards nothing and reaching nowhere. But that’s exactly when you need to hold onto faith and believe that you’re on the right track. Voices may echo inside your head with words of disbelief, hate and anger, but you’ll have to learn how to shut them down. It’s not easy, I know it damn well, and the pain may be greater than you thought, but I can guarantee: it is worth it.
How do I know it? Well, I simply do. No, I haven’t reached my own tiny grain of beauty, but I know that each step brings me closer to it, and I don’t care how many steps I need to make it, or how many oceans I have to get around or even cross. The only thing I know is that it will all make sense in the end. Per aspera ad astra, and the hardest the path, the more beautiful and valuable the prize.